As FOR EVERYONE !!
KAYS??
EVERYONE MUST WORK HARD
EVEN THOUGH I AM SAYING IT
SO LATE..
WHEN MOST OF THE EXAMS..
ARE FINISHED..!!
I AM STUDYING GEOGRAPHY NOW..
PARTIALLY..
BUT NOT PERMEABLE..
I AM LAME..
DONT NEED TO LAUGH..
HOW'S MY SCIENCE..??
okay, bad and WORST!!!!!!...
I CHOOSE THE LAST ONE..
IDK HOW TO ANSWER..
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..!!
-LISTENING TO TRUTH-ARASHI-
OHNO MADE ME MORE STRESS...!!!!!!
BY SINGING THIS FAST-PACED SONG!!!
.....
SERIOUSLY, I DOES STRESS ME UP..
NEVER MIND!!
I AM INSANE NOW..
SW ASKED ME WHAT IS MY BDAY PRESENT THAT I WANT??
I TOLD HIM MY BDAY IS LONG TIME FROM NOW..
AND SW SAID NO.. IT IS 1 1/2 MONTH FROM NOW..
I TOLD SW THAT IS LONG!!
THEN HE SAID $10 OR BDAY PRESENT..
I RATHER CHOOSE BDAY PRESENT..
I ASKED TO 'COMBINE' MONEY WITH MY OTHER FRIENDS
WHO WANTS TO GIVE ME PRESENT..
WHICH THERE ARE NOT MANY..
SO MAYBE...
SW, YOU HAVE TO PAY MOST OF IT...
BUT I STILL DONT KNOW WHAT TO HAVE FOR PRESENT..
ANYWAYS , I STILL HAVE TO STUDY FOR MY EXAMS..
AND I AM SO STRESSED..
THAT EVERYONE ASKED ME TO BE IN THE TOP 5 IN CLASS.
I JUST THINK THAT I SEEM TO BE VERY FAR FROM THAT..
I AM NOT SAYING THAT MY MUM IS GIVING ME STRESS....
BUT IS JUST THAT I DONT SEEM TO BE NEAR THAT GOAL!!!!!
I JUST DONT KNOW..
I JUST DONT KNOW..
I JUST DONT KNOW..
MAYBE..
IF I GET LESSER MARKS , I DONT THINK
PEOPLE WILL HANG OUT WITH ME...
EVEN TODAY, THEY ARE HANGING OUT WITH ME..
IN MY HOUSE..
WHEN WE IGNORED RACHEL
AND SHE CRIED..
I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND HOW SHE FEELS..
BECAUSE EVERYDAY I AM CARRYING THAT FEELING IN ME..
I JUST FEEL VERY VERY LONELY..
I HOPE IT IS NOT BECAUSE OF ARASHI..
I JUST FEEL LIKE MANY PEOPLE HATE ME..
HATRED.....
ALTHOUGH I DONT HATE ANYONE,
DOESN'T MEAN NO ONE HATES ME...
I FEEL THAT EVERYONE AROUND ME ARE JUST ACTING
KIND TO ME
BECAUSE THEY PITY ME....
I AM NOT SAYING THAT I DONT LIKE THEIR COMPANY...
I LOVE THEM..
BUT I JUST THINK THAT ...
NEVER MIND..
I WOULDN'T USE WHITE TO WRITE IT...
CAUSE I KNOW MABEL COULD READ IT..
BUT I STILL GOT TO LEARN MY GEO..
SO BYEs FOR NOW...
BYE! ;D
My Memories. 8:00 PM.